Diyana on Nostr: Yep this nails it... What's this stirring rumble inside my body's limbs and nervous ...

Yep this nails it... What's this stirring rumble inside my body's limbs and nervous system and the rapid heart beat all about?

"...experience of an unresolved rupture being met with an invitation to behave as though no rupture had occurred.

And your nervous system may not have been ready to participate in that version of reality...

Also, you can recognize that something never received a proper ending without wanting to reopen it for processing. You don't necessarily owe that connection another conversation to find your own closure."

Ta-da.

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Approaches rapidly with a box of groceries spreading an arm out and a cordial kind disposition "Open for a hug"...

"Ugh NOOooooooo"

Turns around to leave...

"Just because I don't want a hug doesn't mean I don't wanna say hi".

Turns backs around...

"All right... How are you?...."....

I knew we were gonna eventually run into each other but I was imagining I would see you from a far and turn the other way pretending I didn't see you.

Nope I havent forgotten our last interaction and no I don't trust you to hug me... And I hate being fake but I guess I was curious to say hi.

So having the awkwardest cordial conversation and catchiny up at least helps me see that I am still feeling certain ways in my body about you now.l and unsettled about how things rapidly ended...

Guess perfect material to work through this Venus Retrograde in Scorpio.

Takes a deep breath. All right moving on.