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  <title>Nostr notes by raedwyer</title>
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      <title type="html">This was fun to read. 20-60 hours tho - that is a bigggg range</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs8fj2kwl9e0u98gvk8f60nxph90wyzhuf7lmft3zrct00t06myzwqs0f3fd&#39;&gt;nevent1q…f3fd&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;This was fun to read. 20-60 hours tho - that is a bigggg range  &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2026-05-24T20:43:18Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">I might share on here at some point! Thank you for reading ❤️</title>
    
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    <updated>2026-04-10T21:07:46Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">I used to dream about looming storms and tornados a lot. I found ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqswjswhkfh7f83cevatgeatt7vkwjrvw80kjfk4cvpysea699cne4spr9mhxue69uhk2umsv4kxsmewva5hy6twduhx7un89u37a8hj&#39;&gt;nevent1q…a8hj&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I used to dream about looming storms and tornados a lot. I found that for me they were linked to emotional weather and the fear of dealing with sudden shifts in my internal state.  &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2026-01-14T15:10:59Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">It&amp;#39;s not even about wanting. I am cringe. I say cringe stuff. ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs07t4kepplhn30zkqtd0pgnzj65dnpr0pzgsx5k7q7ud4lruspq2cpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhg348uxv&#39;&gt;nevent1q…8uxv&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;It&amp;#39;s not even about wanting. I am cringe. I say cringe stuff. The way this has been distorted to mean something about my husband just... reeks of shit and jealousy tbh &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-12-21T19:35:59Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Last night, while dreaming, I met with a huge, white dragon that ...</title>
    
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      Last night, while dreaming, I met with a huge, white dragon that reminded me a lot of the one from Never Ending Story, and it felt like meeting a particularly ancient, old friend.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I cannot describe the recognition that I felt, and the immense love and protection emanating out of him. I called him fluffy. I somehow knew that wasn&amp;#39;t his actual name, just the one I had for him. Felt like a really, really small and young part of me knew him and was present in that dream. I remember resting on his belly and feeling his warmth.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;And that warmth has been blazing in my womb and heart all day. 🥹❤️‍🔥 &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-12-21T18:22:20Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Not necessarily. My answering of one person&amp;#39;s question might ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsflw3ae36nu2z5ngswyq2nyfwsjg6x8v3n4z8uzs7zug0daln0ktgpr9mhxue69uhk2umsv4kxsmewva5hy6twduhx7un89undh2y6&#39;&gt;nevent1q…h2y6&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Not necessarily. My answering of one person&amp;#39;s question might serve 10 other people if they can see it. Appreciate some conundrums might require privacy though, so I&amp;#39;m happy for you to DM if you&amp;#39;d rather not comment publically.  &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-12-20T13:55:19Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">I remember writing once that if you don&amp;#39;t brain wash yourself ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs9rpaxchwn00sdlteff469f08y36zyhstqgwnwfyunn5dlty73rwspz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfdua7xdk2&#39;&gt;nevent1q…xdk2&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I remember writing once that if you don&amp;#39;t brain wash yourself something or someone else will. And I guess the same really does go for your kids hey.  &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-12-10T22:25:18Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Thank you! And thank you for the zap 😁</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsvudzc45lc4yscskessy8dl3qp547459jvl2qqwzm8gaz29hpyq9qpr9mhxue69uhk2umsv4kxsmewva5hy6twduhx7un89uu4vp5y&#39;&gt;nevent1q…vp5y&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Thank you! And thank you for the zap 😁 &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-11-27T16:57:27Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">As far as nefarious energy goes Earth is the wild west haha</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsqzrsw6s03q0u7ehe6g4jlcwsyvu03dg7jtr3ullnuzruj9w0t7pcpp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqleuahp&#39;&gt;nevent1q…uahp&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;As far as nefarious energy goes Earth is the wild west haha &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-11-15T16:28:27Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Ooo! Let me hold onto that invitation - I appreciate it. I&amp;#39;ll ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs2wwc86cd6yh5kmnrrn43s56znsqxpatruayuwspvefk8m07zctrgppamhxue69uhkummnw3ezumt0d5nccgyn&#39;&gt;nevent1q…cgyn&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Ooo! Let me hold onto that invitation - I appreciate it. I&amp;#39;ll message you. Good to meet you!  &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-11-15T15:22:09Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Lovely thank you and yes I&amp;#39;ve already been in touch with them ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsr0mwu5zj7us3havczkqgusnclwejfg6hrxuves69t2p6ftc2glgqpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgtpyv08&#39;&gt;nevent1q…yv08&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Lovely thank you and yes I&amp;#39;ve already been in touch with them and got the follow pack 😁 &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-11-14T19:21:08Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Any other creatives / writers / teachers feel like they are ...</title>
    
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      Any other creatives / writers / teachers feel like they are drowning in a sea of bitcoin content? any tips on curation?&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I WANNA CONNECT WITH PEOPLE WHO:&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Have a spiritual mission. &lt;br/&gt;Are integrating spiritual awakening.&lt;br/&gt;Are drawn to feminine mysteries and womb work. &lt;br/&gt;Are lane switching out of hustle and hyper-masculine ways of doing into an intuitive and regenerative way of being. &lt;br/&gt;Are interested in masculine and feminine energetics and bringing those principles into balance. &lt;br/&gt;See the world multi-dimensionally and wanna hear stories about outer body experiences, travelling across dimensions and dream working.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;About me: My mission is to restore the architecture of divine remembrance in all the places where over-achieving, perfectionism and survival took its place. I help people dissolve loops driven by punishment, shame and separation from God. I hold powerful medicine for fear. My gifts are oracular and shamanic. I write constantly and have been writing constantly since I was a kid. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;If we&amp;#39;re on a wave length, I&amp;#39;d love to connect with you!&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;#asknostr #introductions&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-11-14T14:47:25Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Thank you!</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsxff5fvrnmscaxz8rw5dznfvv0zm6mmryl3kc94qm6gg3tguchuusppamhxue69uhkummnw3ezumt0d5hacf0u&#39;&gt;nevent1q…cf0u&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Thank you! &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-11-01T17:40:19Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">I have not heard of nagualism. Very interesting - will look it ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://njump.cloud.vinney.xyz/nevent1qqspsw80pw47vlzycwugap6sxl2my3jkskwaf4pdyslvs0ztcewqk4gzyr5xx0k4e428xk8aq29qs0p99guepxp7uf44q99w9gxtn8wlkfayjqudxk0" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsxdpufr9grlv9usjmnzgjtqrtqmuz8hmzrthn800z9gfskg3tdf0cppamhxue69uhkztnwdaejumr0dslvpkwz&#39;&gt;nevent1q…pkwz&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I have not heard of nagualism. Very interesting - will look it up. I wouldn&amp;#39;t say I&amp;#39;m a big  &amp;#34;seeker&amp;#34; these days. My wheelhouse is truth as a direct experience. Which paradoxically asks you to stop seeking, which has not been a walk in the park for me hahaha. I agree tho - I think having some scientific explanation definitely fosters an opening in people who might have otherwise been closed. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-10-31T09:07:16Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Oh no, there is no man hating here. I love men and masculinity is ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://njump.cloud.vinney.xyz/nevent1qqszhx0w8t5dfgu88wvyuev9v3xrv2gfuswlfdtx89lsrcegwlxz2vszyr5xx0k4e428xk8aq29qs0p99guepxp7uf44q99w9gxtn8wlkfayjmg5z5q" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsrt0x376n652gumxefp37syl0z2cz7fut7skrkuqf8kuptepze22cppamhxue69uhkummnw3ezumt0d5dcurd5&#39;&gt;nevent1q…urd5&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Oh no, there is no man hating here. I love men and masculinity is fucking beautiful. Imbalanced masculinity becomes oppressive and tyrannical. In the same way imbalanced femininity is emotionally drunk and collapsed. Men and women can express both things. My particular area of interest and experience is hyper-masculinsation. Key word being &amp;#34;hyper&amp;#34;. And that&amp;#39;s super interesting re the sleep paralysis. Time deffo bends in the in-between.  &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-10-31T09:00:26Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Understanding the non-physical / other worlds that I have always ...</title>
    
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