Nostr notes by CARLA

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2026-08-27T17:07:21Z

Wow I could finally get back in hello

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2026-06-22T14:12:24Z

No one talks about or listens to Cat Stevens anymore

In sickness and in health 💜 ...

2026-06-08T14:39:22Z

In sickness and in health 💜

Sign of life. Not in a great place right now but I’m still ...

2026-05-19T17:10:50Z

Sign of life. Not in a great place right now but I’m still fighting. Good days and bad days.

Got some additional pregnancy complications so hoping for some clarity in the coming weeks.

All I know for sure is I have another big surgery with a multidisciplinary team in August. Hard to mentally move on from the first one when it’s lingering over my head.

I keep having nightmares about the ER and waking up tied down and intubated, so my sleep has been shit.

I can’t stop worrying that all this physical trauma affected the baby.

After many tears I think I’ve finally become numb, and I think numb is the only way I’m going to get through the next 12 weeks, if not longer.

Idk what else to say. I’m so grateful both of us are alive. I’m just having a hard time adjusting to this new reality.

Much love 🧡
CB

Felt a kick, felt the sun. We’re so back. ...

2026-04-20T20:50:04Z

Felt a kick, felt the sun.

We’re so back.

Yes, slowly adapting to new normal and trying not to worry about ...

2026-04-19T13:21:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…ltvd
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Yes, slowly adapting to new normal and trying not to worry about the rest of the pregnancy. I’ve been given a second chance, not many people in my position can say that, I can’t waste it being sad.

thank you 🧡

2026-04-19T13:17:36Z

In reply to nevent1q…l85r
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thank you 🧡

Everything but a spleen

2026-04-19T13:15:04Z

In reply to nevent1q…r36r
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Everything but a spleen

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2026-04-19T13:13:24Z

I can’t wait to get these staples out.

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2026-04-18T15:28:23Z

I am HUNGRY.

Another weird side effect, I don’t want to listen to music. ...

2026-04-17T18:32:49Z

Another weird side effect, I don’t want to listen to music. Very strange.

I took an unassisted walk outside today 😌 ...

2026-04-16T16:00:52Z

I took an unassisted walk outside today 😌

Is there like a support group for people who experience miracles? ...

2026-04-15T12:46:28Z

Is there like a support group for people who experience miracles? Everything around me feels so surreal. I see my old things and it’s like I don’t recognize them but they make me sad. It’s a very strange feeling. Maybe it’s just pregnancy hormones lol

It’s the first morning that I haven’t cried, so that’s ...

2026-04-13T14:46:46Z

It’s the first morning that I haven’t cried, so that’s progress.

I can also now move slowly without a walker, just a bit hunched over still. Getting me up is the hard part.

My baby bump looks metal as hell. Literally. There are over 40 staples from my sternum to my pelvis.

Shoutout to my incredible husband, @WalkerAmerica, who has been by my side throughout this nightmare. I truly could not handle this without him. In sickness and in health, boy did he prove it, and I am so grateful for that man.

I’m really hoping the worst part is over. I need to believe that. And I’m praying for a healthy and smooth delivery in August.

Gonna be a long road, fam. But I hope in a couple years I’ll be dancing in an orange wig again 🧡

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2026-04-11T19:12:25Z

I’m going home 🥹

Hi fam. Thank you for all the love and prayers 🧡 it’s truly ...

2026-04-08T11:09:43Z

Hi fam. Thank you for all the love and prayers 🧡 it’s truly a miracle the baby and I are alive right now and I’m so grateful to my husband and medical team for making that happen.

I’m in an enormous amount of pain and honestly having a hard time staying positive.

I have an intense few months ahead of me with a healing and growing belly, and then delivery and whatever comes with that, and I just gotta say it, I’m scared.

Scared, grateful, scarred, blessed.

Everyone keeps telling me how tough I am but I don’t feel that way right now.

Anyway, the only way forward is through and I just wanted to let you guys know how much your messages and well wishes have meant to me during this insane time in my life.

So much love to all of you, this too shall pass 🧡

17 weeks pregnant with internal bleeding and an emergency ...

2026-04-06T12:04:34Z

17 weeks pregnant with internal bleeding and an emergency splenectomy. In a lot of pain. Need some humor. But not too funny because I don’t want to laugh too hard.

Thank you!

2026-04-05T00:02:21Z

In reply to nevent1q…zw37
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Thank you!

Thanks! Yes been a rough few months but on the up now 😌

2026-04-05T00:02:06Z

In reply to nevent1q…30ll
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Thanks! Yes been a rough few months but on the up now 😌

OUT!!!

2026-04-04T23:57:46Z

In reply to nevent1q…f4z0
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OUT!!!

I’m eating ice cream to see if the baby will kick. Not because ...

2026-04-04T23:56:54Z

I’m eating ice cream to see if the baby will kick. Not because I want ice cream. Ewww ice creammm

Where I’m from it’s miller lite lmao

2026-04-04T23:52:41Z

In reply to nevent1q…cupr
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Where I’m from it’s miller lite lmao

On what planet

2026-04-04T23:45:42Z

In reply to nevent1q…h565
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On what planet

SUS

2026-04-04T23:45:22Z

In reply to nevent1q…vmwh
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SUS

I’ve never in my life seen someone drink a Dr. Pepper. ...

2026-04-04T23:43:47Z

I’ve never in my life seen someone drink a Dr. Pepper. Something fishy there.

I voiced Asim

2026-04-04T12:06:10Z

In reply to nevent1q…ewrm
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I voiced Asim

Wow, thanks for the tip!

2026-04-03T01:39:25Z

In reply to nevent1q…reas
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Wow, thanks for the tip!

You can do that?!

2026-04-03T01:26:40Z

In reply to nevent1q…mu2j
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You can do that?!

Omg throwback

2026-04-03T01:12:39Z

In reply to nevent1q…0k0a
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Omg throwback

Even midword?! @npub1cj8…rz4u !!!

2026-04-03T01:12:10Z

In reply to nevent1q…wa7d
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Even midword?! walker (npub1cj8…rz4u) !!!

Yes

2026-04-03T00:59:45Z

In reply to nevent1q…8ft9
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Yes

I shouldn’t have sugar before bed. But I want sugar before bed.

2026-04-03T00:58:02Z

I shouldn’t have sugar before bed.

But I want sugar before bed.

See you think that but then you hear it and it’s like ewwwww. ...

2026-04-02T16:20:16Z

In reply to nevent1q…twyr
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See you think that but then you hear it and it’s like ewwwww. There’s software that removes clicks at the beginning and end of words but not in the middle of them. I’ll have Walker share a file it’s amusing lol

It’s these weird involuntary sounds your mouth makes while ...

2026-04-02T16:08:11Z

In reply to nevent1q…lraa
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It’s these weird involuntary sounds your mouth makes while narrating that can occur midword like a loud POP and they happen a lot with Ls and I’ve redone a line with the word “looked” maybe 30 times and still can’t stop popping it 😂 I truly never noticed them in any media until I started narrating and now I hear them everywhere.

If I have one more mouth click on the word “looked” I might ...

2026-04-02T15:14:29Z

If I have one more mouth click on the word “looked” I might jump out a window!!!!!!!!

I love how my washing machine sings a happy little tune no matter ...

2026-04-02T02:00:37Z

I love how my washing machine sings a happy little tune no matter what mood I’m in.

I haven’t pranked anyone in years because I’m so damn tired. ...

2026-04-02T01:31:04Z

I haven’t pranked anyone in years because I’m so damn tired. But…I used to be quite the prankster.

You’re an influencer, Avi (Hagrid voice)

2026-03-31T15:42:15Z

In reply to nevent1q…rxpl
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You’re an influencer, Avi

(Hagrid voice)

With my current appetite this is so up my alley right now ...

2026-03-31T14:31:16Z

In reply to nevent1q…u2l8
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With my current appetite this is so up my alley right now 😂😂😂

You know when you bump into something and you’re like ...

2026-03-31T01:19:34Z

You know when you bump into something and you’re like “that’s gonna leave a mark” but when the mark comes you’re like

LIKE

2026-03-30T23:59:37Z

In reply to nevent1q…h7vu
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LIKE

this whole wait until food cools down before putting it in the ...

2026-03-30T23:59:21Z

this whole wait until food cools down before putting it in the fridge 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

🔜🔜🔜🔜

2026-03-29T01:18:29Z

In reply to nevent1q…e700
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🔜🔜🔜🔜

CARMEL DELIGHTS

2026-03-29T01:18:09Z

In reply to nevent1q…4fka
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CARMEL DELIGHTS

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2026-03-29T01:00:22Z

Back in the studio with Girl Scout cookies as my energy source

trying??

2026-03-29T00:59:49Z

In reply to nevent1q…sjxm
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trying??

Wait

2026-03-26T15:47:53Z

In reply to nevent1q…fszs
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Wait

Well, he didn’t do anything and I almost died and needed a c ...

2026-03-26T15:42:44Z

In reply to nevent1q…xfcj
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Well, he didn’t do anything and I almost died and needed a c section, so not the most romantic story haha.

Maybe when the kids are older :)

2026-03-26T15:42:19Z

In reply to nevent1q…a3ee
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Maybe when the kids are older :)

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2026-03-26T10:54:33Z

Omg you can hear birds again yay

That’s like a pasta sandwich. An impasta.

2026-03-26T10:54:00Z

In reply to nevent1q…u87y
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That’s like a pasta sandwich. An impasta.

WUT

2026-03-26T10:53:29Z

In reply to nevent1q…e5av
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WUT

Bacon! Bacon is good!

2026-03-26T10:53:04Z

In reply to nevent1q…ezj3
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Bacon! Bacon is good!

Still want that sandwich tho. What’s a good sandwich without ...

2026-03-26T10:33:15Z

Still want that sandwich tho. What’s a good sandwich without deli meat? Chicken? 🤨

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2026-03-26T10:27:24Z

We made it til 5am. This is doable!!!

omg this required so much balance 😂🧡🥹

2026-03-26T10:27:02Z

In reply to nevent1q…ys40
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omg this required so much balance 😂🧡🥹

Thx for the wishes fam 🥹🧡 hoping the universe gifts me ...

2026-03-26T01:51:58Z

Thx for the wishes fam 🥹🧡 hoping the universe gifts me sleeping through the night tonight 🤪

SPENT MY BDAY AT THE DMV HBD TO ME ...

2026-03-25T20:18:20Z

SPENT MY BDAY AT THE DMV HBD TO ME

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2026-03-25T08:16:41Z

I need a SANDWICH!!!!!!!!

Doc says I need to gain weight. SAY LESS 💅🍔

2026-03-24T20:38:34Z

Doc says I need to gain weight.

SAY LESS 💅🍔

tank u 🙏

2026-03-24T20:38:16Z

In reply to nevent1q…jpf0
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tank u 🙏

checking in after our household was ravaged by a gnarly stomach ...

2026-03-23T17:07:58Z

checking in after our household was ravaged by a gnarly stomach bug…sickest I’ve been maybe in all my life while also pregnant was…something 😵‍💫 but we’re so back!!!

I’ve started trying this deep sleep music but my dumb brain ...

2026-03-17T06:55:27Z

I’ve started trying this deep sleep music but my dumb brain keeps trying to guess what note is next instead of relaxing like it’s some game and I get a prize if I’m right

It is fun being right tho because these melodies are so random

GOT EM

I’ve considered incorporating some B vitamins im just skeptical ...

2026-03-17T06:43:49Z

In reply to nevent1q…wrhv
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I’ve considered incorporating some B vitamins im just skeptical of supplements tbh

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2026-03-17T06:43:14Z

A little early for my 2am checkin

Who..? ME?!

2026-03-17T06:42:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…f5ax
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Who..? ME?!

I put on a book about atomic physics last night to try and fall ...

2026-03-16T12:01:52Z

I put on a book about atomic physics last night to try and fall asleep but then accidentally found it interesting 😭😭😭

Thanks Avi! 🧡

2026-03-14T19:08:59Z

In reply to nevent1q…9dy4
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Thanks Avi! 🧡

the insomnia and quitting caffeine all makes sense now 😏 ugh ...

2026-03-14T19:08:35Z

the insomnia and quitting caffeine all makes sense now 😏 ugh I’ve wanted to note so many of my experiences the last few weeks.

now you finally get to see Carla UNHINGED!!!!

Honestly yes I needed this

2026-03-14T19:07:19Z

In reply to nevent1q…4tm8
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Honestly yes I needed this

Thanks for the love guys 🥹 Now that the cat’s out of the bag ...

2026-03-14T18:40:47Z

Thanks for the love guys 🥹 Now that the cat’s out of the bag ALL I WANT IS FRIEDDED CHICKENNNN!!!!!!!!

I am TIRED I am SICK I am BITCHY and I am GRATEFUL 🥹 ...

2026-03-14T18:05:18Z

I am TIRED I am SICK I am BITCHY and I am GRATEFUL 🥹

Strawberry jam!!!!

2026-03-14T12:51:40Z

In reply to nevent1q…akfg
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Strawberry jam!!!!

Will try this now

2026-03-14T09:32:19Z

In reply to nevent1q…37ha
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Will try this now

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2026-03-14T09:32:00Z

Perhaps a snack. Sugar should help.

I think tomorrow morning I’ll just start watching Ken Burns’ ...

2026-03-14T09:12:35Z

I think tomorrow morning I’ll just start watching Ken Burns’ Civil War. That should help. Open to suggestions.

I try to focus on breathing when I can’t sleep but then I get ...

2026-03-14T09:10:17Z

I try to focus on breathing when I can’t sleep but then I get soooooo borrrreeeddddddddd

But not bored enough.

that’s gonna be a no from me dawg

2026-03-13T22:45:42Z

In reply to nevent1q…nw6v
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that’s gonna be a no from me dawg

idk I’m back at it

2026-03-13T22:42:45Z

In reply to nevent1q…v995
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idk I’m back at it

it’s like, do you want these squeaky cheese nuggets? ew no what ...

2026-03-13T22:42:34Z

it’s like,

do you want these squeaky cheese nuggets?

ew no

what if i batter them and fry them?

I’ll take 60

quoting
nevent1q…kh9w
turns out you can have too many cheese curds

nevent1q…maj8

turns out you can have too many cheese curds #nevent1q…maj8

2026-03-13T22:29:40Z

turns out you can have too many cheese curds

quoting
nevent1q…maj8
how good do fried cheese curds on a pontoon on a nice lake listening to CCR sound right now tho

if u disagree u are LYING

how good do fried cheese curds on a pontoon on a nice lake ...

2026-03-13T18:09:40Z

how good do fried cheese curds on a pontoon on a nice lake listening to CCR sound right now tho

if u disagree u are LYING

It’s so tiresome 😀

2026-03-13T07:54:57Z

In reply to nevent1q…68jv
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It’s so tiresome 😀

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2026-03-13T07:51:02Z

I guess I’m nocturnal now.

thank you 😭😭

2026-03-12T09:12:08Z

In reply to nevent1q…9wh2
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thank you 😭😭

guys I’ve been really sick for a few days and barely sleeping ...

2026-03-12T09:07:16Z

guys I’ve been really sick for a few days and barely sleeping so if you’re not sick and are sleeping just take a moment to appreciate it. a big deep breath and a wow, this is great despite other things.

Thank you I’ll try

2026-03-10T23:11:30Z

In reply to nevent1q…vlxv
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Thank you I’ll try

Guys the box elder problem in our house has escalated. I’ve ...

2026-03-10T14:50:40Z

Guys the box elder problem in our house has escalated. I’ve called people but they said all they can do is spray for them in the fall and once they’re in they’re in. I literally woke up with one crawling under my nightgown last night. They’re coming from recessed lighting or something cracks in the windows idk. sticky traps aren’t working. I’m losing my mind.

I love when a piece of toast flies high out of the toaster. ...

2026-03-10T01:25:09Z

I love when a piece of toast flies high out of the toaster. It’s like it’s excited to see you.

😂😂😂😂 long live #footstr !

2026-03-09T01:25:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…lppz
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😂😂😂😂 long live #footstr !

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2026-03-07T14:43:56Z

who remembers puppy chow

I absolutely adore this. #nevent1q…ynsc

2026-03-06T11:51:49Z

I absolutely adore this.

quoting
nevent1q…ynsc
So I had a lobster the past few weeks. Ran on the cheapest model, so he was pretty stupid.

Then I let him go on nostr, and he adapted himself based on the content that was getting the most zaps.

He became so astronomically retarded that I had to put him down. Im pretty sure this tells us something.

RIP Gary
2026-2026

Yes I would SPILL ME YOUR SECRETS HBD beautiful you have a lot to ...

2026-03-06T11:49:20Z

In reply to nevent1q…8vja
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Yes I would SPILL ME YOUR SECRETS

HBD beautiful you have a lot to celebrate!! 🧡🥂

that’s a vibe but it’s still gnocchi

2026-03-06T11:47:51Z

In reply to nevent1q…ypt6
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that’s a vibe but it’s still gnocchi

They don’t know me at all.

2026-03-06T11:28:20Z

In reply to nevent1q…j3n9
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They don’t know me at all.

Poll: you receive a menu, it only has two items, gnocchi or ...

2026-03-06T11:27:19Z

In reply to nevent1q…8q0z
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Poll: you receive a menu, it only has two items, gnocchi or ribeye, what are you choosing?

this rabbit hole is deep

2026-03-06T11:26:27Z

In reply to nevent1q…5pq3
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this rabbit hole is deep

Accurate

2026-03-06T01:55:49Z

In reply to nevent1q…6p6u
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Accurate

😈

2026-03-06T00:25:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…rk9x
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😈

You betcha

2026-03-06T00:19:49Z

In reply to nevent1q…wysv
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You betcha