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2026-10-18 06:29:06 UTC

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Ok I just looked for that passage of him calling gentiles dogs (Matthew 15:22-28). That felt rude of him but I guess I can't call that hypocritical bc after all he would have been caring for his own race.
Tbh I sometimes don't believe he actually cured ppl, or that those stories are probably greatly exagerated to deify him, thus create a religion, etc., pressumably by the jews. Personally I care most about his philosophy, not him curing people.

2026-10-18 04:46:20 UTC

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Would Jesus have some redeeming characteristics? Maybe it's habit but I really do keep in mind some things he said, although I suppose a significant part of his teachings may no longer apply, and some of the oficcialy taught ones may be jewed out.
Idk maybe we should care about money for instance, maybe not just in a jewish way. I just like to think we shouldn't. Don't the birds not think about what to eat and yet the Lord feeds them, and don't they not think about what to dress yet the Lord bestows on them their plumage?
https://misskey.almacen.novoa.nagoya/4951e19f-06d7-4961-8273-e56cd6fcf33a.webp

2026-09-22 02:56:16 UTC

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you mean the theory that we live in a sim?

2026-09-19 03:47:29 UTC

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Crowley kinda struck me as a spook ever since I started paying attention to him. Probably bc Mathis mentioned him but either way he does seem gay and edgy.

2026-09-19 03:36:38 UTC

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Not that I'm very literate about this but Evola talked about magic and his magic gives me a much better vibe than either of these.

2026-08-12 16:24:02 UTC

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https://misskey.almacen.novoa.nagoya/59742e04-7f39-484f-ba39-bf9a9e2f4452.webp

2026-08-12 16:17:15 UTC

I dreamed @npub13ll…6exa was Miles Mathis

2026-07-19 05:36:04 UTC

https://novoa.nagoya/files/f04c3ae7-0957-4576-bc9e-6efc09244797

2026-07-11 04:22:27 UTC

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A mi me sale la barba patchy pero nunca me la raparé pq me dan miedo los barberos y no me gusta pensar que soy un soldado o esclavo, pero supongo que tendrá que pasar algún día si sucumbo a ser employim. En mi defensa sí da el gatazo, sobre todo pq enconté la manera de amarrármela chido. Por eso también me dan miedo los tatuadores la vd

2026-07-11 02:23:48 UTC

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cold plunge? May spike your adrenaline and give you a hit of energy but apparently it's not good long term

2026-07-11 00:00:19 UTC

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i liked it 3 years ago when i (halfway) read it. But i now recall little, mostly just vibes.
I just searched for it in my pile of books. Yeah you'll enjoy it but i kinda have to be in acertain mood to take sit down and read it, i tend to gravitate more towards reading either technical or social stuff. I do feel like i'm missing out on literature and poetry sometimes tho
Also, yeah, what the hell did he mean by Satan Trismegistus, back then i didn't know who Hermes Trismegistus was but now i don't know why he would call him that. Maybe for setting forth hard or (presumably, and to be fair reasonably so) inescapable truths?

2026-07-10 23:40:31 UTC

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i thought i had read this somewhere... i did read halfway through maybe should pick up again and read sometime more attentively.
just woke up from a nap so i kinda just glanced through but it's a nice anthology, i liked the one about the carcass

2026-07-10 23:34:45 UTC

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where's this one from

2026-06-02 14:28:06 UTC

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Gamous or gamic is that particle at the end of monogamous, poligamous, bigamic, etc. It means marriage. Modern day romantic/sexual relationships are basically proto-marriages, even the so called polygamous ones, but sexual exclusivity and such excessively contractual relationships will tend to generate problems.
The idea is to avoid the concept of "couple" or partner and instead try to form relationships more gradually without the discontinuity or sudden jump in relational status that establishing a couple implies. The sudden increase in intimacy and expectations is almost never justified in a true mutual understanding but rather in mutual idealization i.e. fantasy. Living in such illusion tends to generate problems and such relationships tend to end after at most a few years nowdays, leaving people with a precarious social landscape since they spend all their energy and resources in ther partners.

2026-06-02 05:53:57 UTC

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agamic

2026-05-31 03:57:01 UTC

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Nobody would give a fuck about porn if socialization and sexual life wasn't so fucked up these days. Porn in it's worst form is sexual propaganda to teach young men to mistreat women and become mysoginists, but it inevitably can be a sort of imaginatory aid for people to self regulate their hormonal/sexual impulses.
We wouldn't need to be using it if society was set up so as to give people basic human connection needs, but it doesn't. Doesn't mean using it indiscriminately is good but sometimes is inevitable. Asking for people to not consume porn can feel like asking for people to not eat goyslop when the only other option is starving.
In reality there are options. Decent man-woman relationships can be formed, incluiding sexual ones, but they sure are a lot harder to establish than they should be. Doesn't mean it's not worth trying.
Still, if you consume porn you should be as conscious and careful as you can so that you don't end up consuming degenerate shit or start hating women indiscriminately or thinking that degrading or degenerate acts are normal.
In summary, avoid it as much as you can and procure to satisfy your needs/desires in a social way with real women as much as possible (treating them right of course, and with them treating you right too) but it's understandable if you use it if there's really nothing acceptable going on in your life sexually/relationally.